Thursday, May 24, 2012

Now we are among God


Easter 7-B       May 20, 2012
Acts 1:15-26; Ps. 68:1-20
1 John 5:9-15; John 17:11b-19

This 7th Sunday of Easter is the Sunday after the Ascension: we remember this time, 40 days after the resurrection, as the first time Jesus is not around his disciples. Jesus will no longer just pop in unexpectedly. Jesus will deliver no more new sermons, heal no more sick people, teach us any more new lessons – Jesus in the flesh, that is. What the church, and what our lessons today tell us, though, is the miraculous truth: Jesus still has power in our lives, to comfort, to inspire, to bless, to protect. That’s what this passage from the Gospel of John reminds us. Jesus prays for his disciples – for us – that we might be close to God.
During the Easter season we celebrate Christ's victory over death and in the Ascension we celebrate his entering into heaven; the two are not identical.

The Ascension is the taking of our human nature into the territory where we were never allowed to go. Our created nature -- our kind of people -- were cast out of paradise, and God posted cherubim at the gates to keep us out. Now, with Christ, our status is raised higher than the angels.

These days after the Ascension are curious times for the disciples. They are not sure what will happen next. Their whole identity as a community of disciples – of followers – is up for grabs. They know what they are NOT, but do now yet know what they will BECOME. They have to figure out what the bounds of their community is, now that Jesus is no longer there to chastise them for keeping some people out, and to encourage them to bring other people in. It is a liminal time, a time on the boundary, a time when they are about the cross the threshold – the limen, in Latin – and see what happens when they start to tell the Good News about Jesus life and ministry, and it spreads like wild fire.

As the Gospel of John records these words, Jesus seems to be warning the disciples about “the world.” This place into which they are supposed to go, preaching and teaching and healing, also includes “the evil one,” or the evil powers which can threaten to destroy them and their mission. Jesus’ disciples have been given this special gift – they are “set apart” for this work and mission, but the question is, just how far apart? Does the Ascension of Jesus mean we must necessarily be “out of this world” in order to be a follower of Jesus?

We all know of religious communities who are convinced that they must do exactly that: that they must separate themselves from the world which is, if not outright evil, at least distracting, with its temptations and innovations. But Jesus’ words encourage the disciples’ “set-apartness” as something to help them, not to change them or separate them from the rest of the human race. To be set apart is to be holy, as holy water is holy – it is “not fresher, purer or cleaner than other water; it has simply been set apart and assigned a role that distinguishes it.”

So to be set apart means to be equipped for God’s mission. We had a terrific Sunday last week, with lots of people here who were new or infrequent visitors to our community. We are praying weekly for the various outreach and service ministries we are engaged in. We are working on ways we can tell that big world out there about the treasures of faith and fellowship that we have found here. We know that we are called to be doers of the Word, and we like to do that, big time.

But when Jesus encouraged his disciples to be “set apart” from the world, perhaps that included standing back sometimes from all that “doing” that the world needs from us. Jesus encourages us to set ourselves apart so we can be refreshed, so we can live a rhythm of life not as the world would have us live, but as God would have us live. So we can live a rhythm of life that builds in refreshment, that intentionally connects us to God through prayer, that provides us with time to listen to the words of Jesus. To be set apart is to know in our own lives the reality of the abundant life that Jesus promises to those who follow him.

On this Sunday after the Ascension we remember that not only is God among us, in the person of Jesus, but through the ascension of Jesus into heaven, WE are now among God. We don’t have to work anywhere near as hard as we think we have to work to understand this, to feel this, to live this. We can do all the work God would have us do not because we are particularly holy or good at it; we can do all that work because we know Jesus is there with us, encouraging us on, every step of the way.

Monday, May 21, 2012

The two gardens that God loves

Easter 6-B         May 13, 2012
The Celebration of the Arts 
Acts 10:44-48
Chichester Psalms: 108; 100; 23; 2; 131; 133 
1 John 5:1-6; John 15:9-17

We are surrounded today by beauty: by the beauty of this building, of the extraordinary art work that is in it, of the music we have heard – the voices and instruments. We have seen all this beauty framed by an astounding spring weekend: in the words of the hymn we will sing at the Offertory, God has tempered “fair with gentle air the sunshine and the rain,” and the “kindly earth with timely birth” has yielded “her fruits again.”

In the old traditions of the church, these are the Rogation Days: the time when we “rogare”, in Latin – when we ask God to bless the fields we plow and the crops we plant, when we pray for seasonable weather and a good harvest. In these less agricultural times, we ask God to bless all those who labor, and today, especially, all those artists and craftsmen and musicians whose work is to produce beautiful things.

This church sits in a garden, and this weekend, as most weekends, this church is filled with flowers – God’s most ephemeral bits of beauty are captured for a few hours. We live in a part of the world blessed by fertile soil and ample water. I find it amusing that in “fancier” cities, further away from fields and gardens, locally grown food is all the – high-priced – rage. We here in Central New York can take some of that “farm to table” bounty for granted. It is almost as though Jesus himself were our next door neighbor, our good friend who would share with us out of his great abundance all that we could want, or need, or enjoy.

The bountiful earth, this extraordinary art show, this beautiful music – these are all signs of God’s love. Our lessons today tell us over and over how much God loves us, and shows us this love in an over-flowing and spirit-filled way. 

How contrary those lessons are to the lessons the world tries to shove down our throats. How often are we made to feel NOT loveable? Let me count the ways: through advertising that reminds us we will never be as beautiful, or as thin, or as elegant that THAT girl; through hateful words that remind us that our skin color or family background or country of origin will prevent us from every REALLY BELONGING here; through economic disparities, reinforced generation after generation, that tell us that some people will always be poor and stuck in a rut and others will have the red carpet rolled out in front of them wherever they go.

Imagine two streets in our community. Imagine … this one, for example. Well tended lawns, bright blossoms, pavement swept clean, weeds kept at bay. Imagine another street, in downtown Syracuse, say. Broken sidewalks, weeds growing through cracks, trash collecting in corners, the once-lush canopy of elm trees that protected that street a long-faded memory.

These streets are a few miles apart. Both of these streets are in God’s garden. Both of these streets are loved by God. On both of these streets, live God’s friends. For the people who live on both of these streets, people who are told by the world in a variety of ways that they are maybe or maybe not loved – for all of these people, Jesus laid down his life. Jesus demonstrated that this love, this friendship is far more powerful than any of the negative messages, the cold shoulders, the violent rebuffs that the world can ever dish out.
Jesus loves us, yes, but Jesus also expects some things from us. “Abide in my love,” Jesus says. “Keep my commandments. Love one another as I have loved you.”

I once read of a Quaker biblical scholar, who lived in a time and a place wracked by violence and discord. There are “… two kinds of people in the world,” he said to his Quaker community:

… there are therefore people, and there are however people. Therefore people say, ‘There are children going to bed hungry in our community. Therefore …’ and they proceed to devise and define the ways in which they can meet the need in their community. However people make the same beginning statement – ‘There are children going to bed hungry in our community’ – but they follow it with, “However …’ and they explain why nothing can be done about it.[i]

We have experienced some extraordinary things this week. Artists have talked about how much they appreciate being able to show their works here – that they are asked to show their new, adventurous work, the new places where the spirit of their art is calling them. We, then, who view these works are not mere passive observers but witnesses, cheerleaders to these new and exciting expressions of risky creativity. We have listened to three amazing performances – and here again, those performances have been enriched, enhanced, made even more exciting by our being there to applaud them.

This week, in this Celebration of the Arts, we have seen what it means to be “therefore” people. We have experienced these flashes of the beauty of God’s creation, channeled through the work of these very talented artists. We hold these gifts in our hearts – and THEREFORE we can take them into the world that very much needs them. We know these gifts cannot be hoarded at the end of Jamar Drive. We know that God’s love and friendship spills out all around us, and that the more we share that love and friendship, the more we have, and will always have. As Jesus assures us, we CAN love one another. There is more than enough to go around: more than enough art, music, beauty, joy, connection and grace. More than enough flowers and rutabagas and sweet corn and apple pie. More than enough cookies and more than enough champagne.

Dear friends, if you are here for the first time, welcome. If you have been here before, welcome back. Thank you for being part of this Celebration of the Arts. Help us to take some of the blessings we have all received here out into all of the streets and all of the gardens that God loves.


[i] Henry Joel Cadbury (1883-1974), Professor of Divinity at Harvard University. Quoted in Synthesis: A Weekly Resource for Preaching and Worship in the Episcopal Tradition (May 8, 1994)

Wednesday, May 9, 2012

Jesus is our Mother Vine


Easter 5 B         May 6, 2012
Acts 8:26-40; Ps. 22
1 John 4:7-21; John 15:1-8

Who knows what the Mother Vine is? It is an enormous grape vine, discovered by early European settlers to North Carolina. It was cultivated by the native people for centuries. English and German farmers took grafts from it, grew new vines from it – it truly is the root and branch of North America. As the 16th explorers reported, Roanoke Island was 

“so full of grapes, as the very beating and surge of the Sea overflowed them. . . .” … “in all the world the like abundance is not to be found.”[i]

St. John did not make up the vine as a symbol of connection. From the beginning of time, of course, humans have received sustenance from vines, cultivated them, cared for them, pruned them, carried them as precious goods when they moved to new homes and new lands. Mysterious and powerful, vines connect us not only to each other but to the source of all life. The true vine, as Jesus would say, connects us to God. Jesus is our Mother Vine.

As a metaphor for the Christian life, this one of the vine and branches runs the risk of being over-done – perhaps we are so familiar with it, that it loses some of its evocative power. To say that “I am the vine, you are the branches” is a simple description of Christian community is like saying that “love one another” means “let’s be nice.” Let’s not sell these phrases short just because they are familiar.

Being connected to the vine can be hard work. We are in relationship with Jesus, the Mother Vine, and we are in relationship with the other branches, with each other. We all know, from an early age, that not all relationships are easy. Even connections that cannot be easily severed can be difficult. As a friend of mine said,

… we can all name some strange branches: a crazy aunt, the rigid co-worker, odd and peculiar saints.[ii]

Being connected to the vine can be hard work, in that Jesus expects us to … produce! I always find it kind of shocking to read about non-producing branches being lopped off and thrown into the fire – what happened to the part about Jesus being nice??? -- but of course all gardeners know the value of pruning, how a diseased limb can threaten a whole plant, how a vine that becomes straggly and dry can sap the life right out. Jesus, the nurturing mother vine, becomes Jesus the ruthless vintner. God has a stake in this vine, these branches. God wants us to do something more than just reach our tendrils up to the sky.

There is another word in this passage, and from the passage from the first letter of John, that is also deceptively easy: abide. Jesus expects us to abide him, as he abides in us. “Abide” conjures up kind of a passive relationship, but look: this abiding comes in the same paragraph as the admonition to bear fruit. Produce or be lopped off is hardly the cozy “snuggle down under the comforter with me” kind of abiding. This word “abide,” scholars tell us, implies activity:

… to abide in a relationship means to be steadfast, to endure, to carry on despite challenges and changes. … [God] remains our rooted vine and asks us to sustain each other, not in a superficial ‘have a nice day” way but in communion with each other, to be present to each other, to be in solidarity with each other.[iii]

So here: let’s pretend that this is the mother vine, the vine that connects from the heart of God out into the world. Take hold of this vine. And if you can’t hold on to the vine, hold on to the person next to you, who is connected to the vine.

This is the vine. We are the branches. Jesus calls us to abide with each other, to do the hard and sustaining work of staying connected to each other. Jesus expects each of us, holding on to this vine, to bear fruit. To be productive. To be active participants in the reign of God, in the world as God has created it to be.

Think of it: St. David’s is part of the mother vine. What fruit do we bear – here, in this community, in this place – that helps bring about the reign of God? What are the things that we do that need to be lopped off, that do not produce the fruit, that do not help us to abide in God, that do not help us to connect to this mother vine?

This vine does not stop at the church door. The fruit we bear is not just for ourselves, for our own comfort and enjoyment. It is very easy in a church community to regard these four walls as the known universe. But the vine keeps growing. It bursts the boundaries, cracks the windows, breaks open the doors. If we are holding on, as we are supposed to, the vine will take us with it, out into the world, out into that big, risky world.

As a parish community, we are about to enter into our own big, risky venture: the Celebration of the Arts. Hold on to this vine, and think about that branch. Think about the Celebration of the Arts in relation to this Mother Vine. Think about when the Celebration of the Arts first sprouted from this vine. Think about the fruit it has borne over the years. Think about what has been good and precious and life-giving about the Celebration of the Arts, about how it has connected with the love and the glory of God. What do we have to prune from this branch, what do we have to change, in order to keep growing those good and precious and life-giving things into a sustainable future? 

Where is this vine taking us? What is God calling forth from us, in the Celebration of the Arts? How will God abide in us this week?


[ii] Chris Murphy, from a sermon preached Easter 5-B 2009
[iii] Bren Murphy, from a sermon preached Easter 5-B 2009

Sunday, May 6, 2012

How do we hear the voice of the Good Shepherd?

Easter 4-b       April 29, 2012
Acts 4:5-12; Psalm 23
1 John 3:16-24; John 10:11-18


Many times over the last weekend, when a group of us went on our pilgrimage to New York, we acted like Good Shepherds. It wasn’t just the adults, keeping track of our teenagers. We all kept watch over each other. At one point, two of our group called me up – cell phones are a great thing! – to ask where we were, and had we gone on ahead without them? Oh my gosh, I thought, standing on the packed sidewalk of Wall Street. Had I left Simon and Miles behind? Or were they just better at keeping watch over me? It took a little maneuvering through the crowd, but we were soon reunited.


Believe it or not, there was a time when the term “Good Shepherd” would have been an oxymoron – it would have been impossible to conceive a shepherd as “good.” It would have been like saying, a “good politician.” To the ears of those who heard Jesus say these words, this term would have been an odd one indeed. Rabbis would have included shepherds as one of those occupations to be avoided. Shepherds were considered dishonest. They were accused of leading their flock to graze in other people’s pastures, or of stealing lambs from other people’s flocks. In fact an ancient Jewish commentary on Psalm 23 says, “There is no more disreputable occupation that that of a shepherd.”[i]
Sitting here in our very modern building, we have to rely completely on our imaginations to take us back to those places we read about in the Bible, or when I talk about things from other centuries of church life in my sermons. But standing, as we often did, in the vastness of the Cathedral of St, John the Divine, time seemed to compress and expand around us. We sat beneath soaring arches and climbed narrow staircases up to extraordinary heights. We saw monuments to scores of dead people but also walked through a contemporary art installation raising the specter of drought and extinction due to global climate change. We worshipped in an ancient space built in the 20th century, just wearing our jeans and sweatshirts. All around us were images from all centuries and all religions, carved into stone and depicted in stained glass and imbedded in the floor under our feet. All of those images were meant to guide us – like when the early Christians said “good Shepherd,” which evoked an image which was to guide them.

In the early days of the church, before Christians were widely accepted, the Good Shepherd was an image of protection. God was seen as a dependable leader, unlike the frightening and unreliable Roman Empire. By the 4th century, when the Roman Empire itself had made Christianity the official religion, other images emerged of the Good Shepherd, especially in mausoleums and cemeteries. Now the Good Shepherd would be your guide after death, leading you to everlasting life.

We live in a complicated world – sometimes dangerous, sometimes beautiful, always complex and extraordinarily diverse. In a place as jam-packed as New York, we can glimpse all of that, from the serene, park-like beauty of the Cathedral, to clamor of the subway and the rush of commerce, to the confused place that was the World Trade Center. We were lucky to get into the recently opened 9-11 Memorial, but we had to pass through a labyrinth of security screenings and metal detectors and uniformed guards, to get to that place of reflection on what is no longer there.

How do we hear the voice of the Good Shepherd in this middle of all of that? In the middle of our own complicated, diverse, conflicting and beautiful lives? In this world where we hear many voices calling our names?

In our gospel reading, we see that Jesus contrasts the Good Shepherd, the one who leads, who serves, who will even lay down his life for those in his care, with the hired hand, the one who at no point is willing to give up anything. Rather than serve, the hired hand clings desperately to what he has. The writer of the first letter of John knows these “hired hands” and is appalled by them: “How does God’s love abide in anyone who has the world’s goods and sees a brother or sister in need and yet refuses help?”

Even in a world where the hired hands wear all the bling and scream out to get our attention, there are people who hear the Good Shepherd. They are the ones who lay down their lives every day, who give of themselves and find abundance and joy. Their sacrifices bring food to the hungry and hope to the despairing. They are the glue of compassion in a society that is often broken and scattered by all the wolves that are so familiar to us.

We had to get packed up early from the Cathedral last Sunday morning, because the rooms we slept in – rooms which Monday through Friday housed a day care center and after school program for young children – those very rooms were being transformed into a place of hospitality, serving breakfast to people who had no where else to eat that day – people who likely had no home to sleep in the night before. The Good Shepherd called them in that chilly, damp morning – called them by name and gave them a hot breakfast.

The Good Shepherd called, and people came in, to unlock the doors, and to cook the meal, and to set up tables and to serve.

The Good Shepherd called them by name, and they heard his voice.

Listen: the Good Shepherd is calling us, too.

[i] Midrash, Psalm 23:2; cited by Michael Johnston, Easter 4-B, April 20, 1997.

Monday, April 16, 2012

Thomas, Thomas, Thomas

Easter 2 B         April 15, 2012
Acts 4:32-35; Ps. 133
1 John 1:1-2:2; John 20:19-31

St. Thomas feels like a really familiar person to me. St. Thomas feels like someone who wants things just so. He edges into the perfectionist column on personality tests. He’s like what people used to say about Missouri: he is from the “show me” state. He’s got to touch it and smell it and pick it up with his own hands in order to believe it. Jesus was killed. Buried in a tomb. He’s over here, in this box, in this category. I’ve got my world all together. Maybe it’s not too great but I can understand it. Things used to be good, then they got bad, now they are not much better, but at least I know where things are right now. I know what is going on. I can make this work.

Thomas has got it so much “just so” that he wouldn’t know resurrection unless it hit him in the head. Until, of course, it does. It takes a little longer than the other disciples for Thomas to relinquish his hold on reality, his sense of control and perfection and order. It took a great big sign, but he did get it. What was absolutely incomprehensible had happened. Death, that ultimate control freak, was overturned. Life, in all its messy, complicated, sloppy, disorderly and miraculous, had won the day.

From the get-go of the resurrection, it seems, things get really sloppy. The abundance of new life just spills all over the place. The Acts of the Apostles is full of these ridiculous stories of extraordinary abundance.

Now the whole group of those who believed were of one heart and soul, and no one claimed private ownership of any possessions, but everything they owned was held in common. With great power the apostles gave their testimony to the resurrection of the Lord Jesus, and great grace was upon them all. There was not a needy person among them, for as many as owned lands or houses sold them and brought the proceeds of what was sold. They laid it at the apostles' feet, and it was distributed to each as any had need.

This is not easy to understand, this kind of abundance and profligacy. It really does not make sense to give up private property, to share everything we own, to eliminate need by redistributing the wealth. This has been tried, you know, and it doesn’t always go very well. Little human tendencies like greed and jealously and even perfectionism get in the way of living this wild, post-resurrection life.

In his novel, My Name is Legion*, the English writer A.N. Wilson puts this speech in the mouth of an elderly priest:

… our faith went to the Garden in the darkness of dawn three days later. Our faith did not find explanations, not did it find fake consolations. It found a new God.

This “new God,” Wilson has the priest go on to say,

… was to be found not in control, but in loss of control; not in strength but in weakness. He was no longer an explanation for what happens.

The priest, then, seems to be reflecting not only on the that ephemeral experience of the resurrected Jesus but always what happened to the Apostles, on the very real and very historical Church of the Apostles:

 … we can no longer look to an imaginary God to hand out morality, to feed the poor, to heal the sick, to refashion the world along just and equitable lines. That is our responsibility now, and if it seems like a Godless world, we shall be judged – we, not God.

Thomas, and all of us, who want the world to be tidy and predictable and orderly -- even the world in its most terrible should be that way – are really in for a shock on this 8th day after the resurrection. God has come even closer to us than he was when he was a baby in a barn. The wise teacher who did no wrong, who walked and talked among us, is now seen, to quote A.N. Wilson again,

… not in the highest heavens and heaven of heavens but in a wounded human body: in  bleeding hands, and pierced feet, and wounded side.

It is hard indeed for us to get back to that house with the locked doors, hard to stand there with Thomas. We know his skepticism, but find it harder to feel the mystery of what happens next.

But there is one way we can know it: in what we do together: in the hungry people we feed, in the community we create, in the love we share. Those things, however mundane, simple and everyday, are signs, just as glorious, of a new day, a new life, a new world.

* A.N. Wilson, My Name is Legion (New York: Farrar, Straus & Giroux, 2004) pp. 300-301

Like Mary, we have to run. We have a story to tell.


Easter --  April 8, 2012

Once upon a time, somewhere in America, there was a second grade classroom, with an incubator full of eggs. You know the story. The children would watch the eggs, turn them every day, keep them warm. Every week the teacher would take the children into the darkened cloakroom and hold the eggs up to a bright light. Inside the egg was the little chicken, growing and getting more defined with each peek. Finally the chickens began to break through the shells, piercing the casing that had kept them safe through their first weeks of life. The cracks grew larger, and finally each chick, wet and weak and bedraggled, squeezed themselves out into the world they had never seen before. The children were amazed. These little creatures had grown out of practically nothing, and certainly didn’t look like much when they first hatched. But soon they were walking around, pecking and scratching, their wet feathers now fluffed out and yellow. The children began to pick out their favorites. One child adopted one of the little chicks, and named him Junior.

Birth, even in the artificial atmosphere of a classroom incubator, is natural, normal. It is part of what we expect out of life. In the past few weeks, spring has slowly but steadily grown around us. The colors of spring are visible in trees and bushes. Rows of daffodils and hyacinths brighten our paths. The warm sun is waking up the roots and bulbs from their winter’s sleep.

The date of Easter is a natural occurrence. It always falls on the on the first Sunday after the first full moon on or after the spring equinox. And what a full bright moon it was this week. Our bodies are tuned in to these natural cycles, yearning, as the plants do, for the turning of the earth, the turning of spring. It is the season of resurrection all around.

When Mary Magdalene goes to the graveyard garden on the spring Sunday morning, she too, is expecting something completely natural. Death, after all, is just as natural as birth. Grief is natural, mourning is natural. Mary went to grieve for her friend, on the third day after his terrible, untimely, violent and unnatural end. But what she found there, of course, was anything but natural. A stone rolled away, angels, young men, and Jesus himself – but not himself. “Do not cling to me, Mary,” he said to her in her grief and astonishment. This was not natural.

When she ran out of the garden that morning, Mary Magdalene became the first preacher. “The Apostle to the Apostles,” she is called in the tradition. She was a person of high standing in Roman society who had joined Jesus’ band of disciples, and being the first witness to the resurrection gave her special authority. Early Christian art often depicts Mary preaching, her hand extended. One story has her traveling to Rome, where she met the Emperor Tiberias. “After describing how poorly Pilate had administered justice at Jesus' trial, she told Caesar that Jesus had risen from the dead. To help explain his resurrection she picked up an egg from the dinner table. Caesar responded that a human being could no more rise from the dead than the egg in her hand turn red. The egg turned red immediately.”

All Easters are like this red egg: absolutely remarkable, natural and unnatural at the same time. These Easter eggs look just as we expect them to look, but something new and different emerges. When Mary went to that graveyard garden, she expected a dead body to stay dead. But going against nature, Jesus was alive. Jesus’ absolute life could not be contained by the shell of death, just as those chickens could not be contained by their shells when they were ready to hatch.

All of our lives are like these shells – us individuals, our families, our communities, even this parish church. For a while we are contained, constricted, then new life breaks out. When something so new and so bold happens, it just cannot be stopped. Something will happen; we just don’t know what.

Once upon a time in that classroom, eggs were hatched. The children named them and watched them grow. They grew sad when they had to say good-bye to them for the summer. But by the next September, the children came back to school, looking for the chickens, Junior among them. But a remarkable thing had happened over the summer. “Junior” had had to be re-christened “June” when she started laying eggs of her own.

Life is like that: full of setbacks and disappointments and death and destruction. The ground shakes under out feet, tsunamis of grief overwhelm us, precious things are lost and the future seems bleak. But in this remarkable Easter, new life pushes out of the ground, angels stand at the openings of empty tombs and eggs turn red in the palm of your hand. A new creation is emerging, something so new we may not even recognize it yet. Like Mary, we cannot cling to what once was. Like Mary we have to run; we have a story to tell.

Alleluia! Christ is risen!
The Lord is risen indeed! Alleluia!

Palm, Maundy & Passion: darkness & light


Palm Sunday B             April 1, 2012

All of us know something about betrayal.

All of us know about events set in motion that take on a dangerous and powerful life of their own, events which sweep all of us along in an inexorable current. We may have a fixed idea of what is right, what should be done, and then in the course of events it all goes terribly wrong. We may be the one whose attempt at doing a good deed turned into betrayal. We may be the one who intended to do great harm. We may be the one, innocent or not so innocent, caught up in the whole mess, cast aside, discarded, expendable, betrayed.
Cold War spy dramas seem to catch this dynamic of inevitability very well. In those decades, there were two great systems, “the West” and “the East”, pitted against each other. All individuals, whether principled or mercenary, were caught in the rules of this great game – all individuals, whether principled or mercenary, were betrayed or betrayer. In the perceptive novels of that era, such as Tinker, Tailor, Soldier, Spy, all played the rules of the betrayal game, with an ultimate loyalty to those great causes which were, at the same time, not worthy of their loyalty.

In this great drama which is the last week of Jesus’ life, the political and the spiritual are intertwined; each play out their scripts on each other’s stage. Jesus’ whole concern, in the Gospel of Mark, the account that we are reading this year, has been with the proclaiming of the kingdom of God – proclaiming that God’s reign has begun, that God’s will for this world is to be done. In the 3rd chapter of Mark, it says, Jesus’ work has been “to bind the strong man,” to tie up Satan and all the forces of wickedness – to free the people of God from their bondage to sickness, to poverty, to oppression – to all those forces which keep the people of God from living an abundant life.

In this last week of Jesus’ life, we see less of the spiritual and more of the political. Take Judas, for example: we are given no “spiritual” clue to his motive; he just turns Jesus over to the authorities. When Jesus set his face to Jerusalem, it was because it was the place of confrontation with those authorities, the place of execution. Following Jesus “on the way,” as he had said to his disciples, had always meant following him to Jerusalem, where this trial, torture and death would lead to his rising again. The disciples never heard Jesus’ words about resurrection, because they could not bear to hear the words about execution and death. When the confrontation happened, when Jesus was arrested and tried, they were terrified -- they all betrayed Jesus; they all just ran away.

I have been saying, this year as we have been reading the Gospel of Mark, that the forces of the Roman Empire were right here, the foreground, not the coloring book backdrop, of the story of Jesus. We see this most clearly in Jerusalem, in this last week of Jesus’ life. It’s not just that the conquering Romans “tolerated” the Jews, “let them have their religion” just to keep the peace. The Roman Empire ran Palestine. The point of Empire was to send the tribute – buckets and buckets of money and valuable stuff – back to Rome, and the Romans did it by taking over the Temple. The Romans appointed the chief priests. Kings like Herod “ruled” at their command. The Temple police, like the Roman legions, enforced the law. If the chief priests and elders “tried” Jesus, it was because the Romans wanted them to do that. The Romans used the Temple religion to bless their domination system. The taxes from the peasants flowed up – to the coffers of the rich Jewish elite on its way to treasury of the emperor in Rome. It was a massive system, every bit as sophisticated as the Cold War, a Satanic system without Satan – business as usual—profit over people. It was the kind of corruption and hubris and concentration of wealth that the Jewish prophets had been condemning for hundreds of years. Jesus knew what kind of a system he was marching into that day. He knew that when he said “love your neighbor,” that that would be a challenge to a system that killed all challengers in a systematic way.

But what about betrayal? What about those people who betrayed Jesus, who ran away? What about Judas? What about Peter? Why could they not have acted differently?

Think about those big institutions that rule our lives. Some, yes, are more benevolent than others – we have learned something in 2000 years. But sometimes even smaller institutions can behave in brutal ways – employers, organizations, businesses. Trusted colleagues all of a sudden turn on us, or we find ourselves in a situation where we have to deliver some “bad news,” terminate some employee not because we want to but because the “situation demands it.” What makes Judas so different from Peter? So different from anyone else we know?

Think about it this way: betrayal is bad, but despair is worse. Despair is the worse sin against God, because when we despair we deny hope – we deny that God can forgive us. We deny that we can, indeed, turn from our wickedness and live. When faced with that powerful system that would have killed him, too, had he stayed around, Peter ran way. But Peter then, if only to himself, confronted that domination system, that violent Empire in which he was caught up. Peter realized what he had done, and wept bitterly. Peter repented, and when he sees the risen Lord, he is forgiven. Judas? We never see him again in the Gospel of Mark; but, following Peter’s example, had Judas broken down and wept, had Judas repented, he, too, would have been forgiven, restored, included in that community of hope that was beginning to see the dawn break on the new day.

We sit at the end of this reading of the passion in a dark and unfinished place. The routine has won. Business as usual has restored order. The legions return to their barracks, the peasants to their homes, terrified once more that those who dare to speak words of hope will receive the same swift and efficient punishment. We see a few people break through the numbness, willing to take some tiny risks. Peter wept. Joseph, who had some standing with the authorities, asked permission to put Jesus’ body in a tomb, something not usually allowed for the crucified. Some women stood by, ready to take care of his body in death, as they had in life. There are some cracks in that “domination system.” There is some glimmer of hope that “the system” may not have the final word.

Wednesday in Holy Week -- April 4, 2012 
Hebrews 9:11-15,24-28
Ps. 69
John 13:21-35

In John's gospel, the contrast of darkness and light is one of the major themes. The darkness of Satan and of those who do not believe is contrasted with the light of Christ, the one who reveals God's glory. From the very beginning of the Gospel, John sets the stage for this passage: "The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness did not overcome it." (1:5) The moment where Judas chooses Satan over Jesus is the moment where the darkness begins.

In a passage before today's reading, soon after his triumphal entry into Jerusalem, Jesus talks about darkness and light. Those who believe in him walk in the light. But there are others, whose eyes are blinded, who would believe in Jesus but out of fear of losing their religious and social status quo, refuse to confess their faith. "...They loved human glory more than the glory that comes from God," the evangelist tells us.

They, too, are the ones who walk in darkness. They, too, like Judas, have chosen Satan. They are people who slide into the choice of darkness over light, people who are willing to settle for less in their lives, people who harbor grudges, who add a sarcastic twang to their words, who nurse anger – who a little too frequently take a walk on that “dark side” of human nature. Human glory – or human one-ups-manship -- is so much more of an immediate reward than the glory of God, so much more tangible. We all have our own lists, don't we? Ways we kind of "back into" darkness, into betrayal of Jesus out of our love for human glory. How often do we settle for less than what God promises is ours?

Robert Penn Warren wrote a poem about looking back at his life, full of some nostalgia, some regret. He lays down in a ditch, looking at the sky, thinking about what he has done wrong, contemplating his own death. Abruptly, the poet rouses himself:

But why should I lie here longer?
I am not dead yet . . .
And I love the world even in my anger,
And love is a hard thing to outgrow
.[i]

What will rouse us? -- we who are full of regrets, who know the times we have, like Judas, walked on the dark side? What brings us into the light? What causes us to jump up with new resolve? Love. "I love the world even in my anger," even in my darkness, even when Satan beckons; "I love the world even in my anger, /And love is a hard thing to outgrow."

Jesus knows Judas is about to betray him, yet he extends his hand, with a piece of bread in it, to Judas in love. In this act, the evangelist echoes something he wrote in the beginning of the Gospel: "God so loved the world that he gave his only Son..." (3:16) Love, in the Gospel of John, is an act, a moral act, an act of courage. Jesus gives Judas the bread in love, knowing he will betray him, and at that moment when Judas accepts the bread "without changing his wicked plan to betray Jesus means that he has chosen for Satan rather than for Jesus." [ii] "And it was night."

The darkness begins. But the darkness even of this betrayal, crucifixion and death are necessary, as John sees it, for God's glory to be revealed. Indeed, through this darkness, God's light will shine. Even in the face of this disappointment and death, in this life of backsliding and anger and dark moments, an act of love is taking place.


[i] Robert Penn Warren, “American Portrait: Old Style” from The Collected Poems of Robert Penn Warren, ed. by John Burt (LSU Press, 1998) pp. 339-342
[ii] Raymond Brown, The Gospel of John, p. 578

Maundy Thursday        April 5, 2012
Exodus 12:1-4, 11-14
Ps. 116:1, 10-17
1 Corinthians 11:23-26
Mark 14:1-25

What would Jesus do?

Do you remember those plastic bracelets that were very popular around 10 or 15 years ago? You could proclaim you faith – and your moral superiority, perhaps – on your sleeve. Wearing such bracelet implied you DID know what Jesus would do, and that you were very like capable of doing it, whatever it was, too.

What WOULD Jesus do? What car would Jesus drive? Where would Jesus take his vacation, buy his clothes, have his hair done?

The phrase, “What would Jesus do?” comes from a late-19th-century novel that was very popular with social reformers of the day. In this novel, a minister talks with a homeless man, who challenges the complacency of churchgoers who ignore the struggles of the poor – who, indeed, seem to ignore poor people altogether:

"I heard some people singing at a church prayer meeting the other night,
'All for Jesus, all for Jesus,
All my being's ransomed powers,
All my thoughts, and all my doings,
All my days, and all my hours.'
and I kept wondering as I sat on the steps outside just what they meant by it. It seems to me there's an awful lot of trouble in the world that somehow wouldn't exist if all the people who sing such songs went and lived them out. I suppose I don't understand. But what would Jesus do? Is that what you mean by following His steps? It seems to me sometimes as if the people in the big churches had good clothes and nice houses to live in, and money to spend for luxuries, and could go away on summer vacations and all that, while the people outside the churches, thousands of them, I mean, die in tenements, and walk the streets for jobs, and never have a piano or a picture in the house, and grow up in misery and drunkenness and sin."[i]
Judas knows exactly what Jesus would do, doesn’t he? Some say that Judas’ anger at Jesus’ apparent non-Jesus-ness confirmed his resolve to betray him to the authorities. You can see and hear a group of disciples clucking and snarking when the woman comes in with her expensive jar of ointment. “What would Jesus do,” they snort, “if he could see this woman wasting all this money that can and should be given to the poor!”

Of course, they are right, just as the homeless man in the 19th century novel is right. Some people do have too much stuff. Sometimes we hoard our goodies at the expense of someone else’s starvation or nakedness. We live here in comfort in DeWitt, while neighbors not so far away live in communities bereft of jobs, grocery stores, safe streets and good schools. We know they are they and we choose not to see. What would Jesus do?

The story of the woman anointing Jesus’ head is framed by stories of betrayal. Just before, we read, “The chief priests and the scribes were looking for a way to arrest Jesus by stealth and kill him.” Just after, Judas goes to those chief priests, ready to turn Jesus over to them.

Repeatedly in this Gospel we read how those closest to him – Jesus’ disciples – don’t “get it.” It is the people on the fringes who do – the people Jesus heals, the former lepers, the used-to-be demoniacs, and certainly the women, like the one in this story. Those people on the fringes get it that Jesus is about life – not about merely living, not about just getting by, not about just making do, but about living life abundantly. Jesus is never stingy, never weighs the pros and the cons, never worries that there will not be enough to go around. Jesus never parcels out healing, never is parsimonious about wholeness. The woman in this story knows that when she pours out all that expensive ointment there will still be more and over flowing. The woman in this story shows the only bit of gracious hospitality, of love, of beauty, of compassion, of self-lessness in the whole account of the Passion – the only time in anything we have read this week that anyone shows Jesus any kindness at all. Framed by two stories of betrayal is this story of the woman who embodies the Good News. Indeed, Jesus says, “wherever the Good News is proclaimed in the whole world, what she has done will be told in remembrance of her.”

In the context of our Prayers of the People tonight, we will all be invited forward for our own anointing, our own prayers for healing, our own wholeness, our own experience of the Good News. Bring your own body to the altar rail – bring your own cares, and bring your concerns for the people you love. Do it tonight in remembrance of her – she who knew that Jesus, even on the night he was betrayed, gathered around him a beautiful, beloved community where all of us, with all of our frailties and failings, can be made whole.


[i] Charles Sheldon, In His Steps (1896), cited in the Wikipedia entry for “What would Jesus do?” http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/What_would_Jesus_do%3F#cite_note-2

Good Friday -- April 6, 2012
Isaiah 52:13-53:12
Hebrews 10:1-25
John 18:1-19:37

Almighty God ... behold, this your family ...:"
           
Use any of the current pop psychology buzz words to describe this human family, gathered at the death of a brother: dysfunctional, broken -- here we all are, at our worst.

I think it is important that the collect for the day uses the word "family" rather than "children." God’s family implies a broader group, a clan of adults. We enter Good Friday as adults, bearing responsibility for all that we have done.

Another preacher has said, "The temptation of Good Friday has been to talk about someone else’s pain." And guilt, I would add. If we were children we could get off the hook; as adults, we must face into it all.

Good Friday is the day of classic projections: other people (the Roman authorities, at the behest of the Jews) killed Jesus. Someone else caused his pain, suffering, death; yet all of this bad stuff, this stuff we project onto the "other" is what makes us human -- it is what we have in common with every other human being. The pain, suffering, hatred which is ours has caused Jesus’ death.

We stand here together, in the depths of our humanity, in solidarity with each other at our worst. We do not yet know if there will be any good news. It is enough to be human right now. We so rarely let enough pain into our lives in order to feel the humanity we feel today.

Being human does teach us lessons, though. Jesus our brother has taught us what it means to be human, to be one of "The People," as the North American native peoples say about themselves.

To be human is to serve. We follow Jesus’ commandment from the last supper, but there is more to service than even that. Service is the nature of everyday life. We cook, we clean, we make the beds, we wipe noses, we care for those in our households: at its most basic, the maintenance of life itself is service. It is what we humans do at our most ordinary and most intimate. From there service extends to the world: visiting the sick, prayer, hospitality, social activism and advocacy, teaching, counseling -- in all these ways and more we serve the human family, and, of course, in serving the human family we serve God, the one whose service is perfect freedom.

What a relief it is, then to read in the Epistle: "... let us consider how to provoke one another to love and good deeds, not neglecting to meet together, as is the habit of some, but encouraging one another ..."

A good friend and colleague of mine often said we are called not to empower people but to encourage them. Human beings can only encourage one another; power is not ours to give. One human being is not higher than another, dropping bits of power on those lower than her. We’re only human; we’re together in all this, all created in the image of God.

We can’t put people down, because no one is lower than we are, but we can appeal to our human natures: we can "provoke one another to love and good deeds," not as solo good-deed-doers, but as one of "the people," of the family. We can encourage each other to be human -- fully human -- and can support each other in our service.

We are left with nothing but our humanity this day, as we watch one of our own hanging on the cross, and with that humanity, with our hatred and dissent, with our lies and betrayals, with our love and our pain, we wait.